Tuesday, December 30, 2014

For what awaits is sweeter than the bitterness of longing.

Saturday, November 29, 2014

A world with you



Think how many doors we'll open
Just as many stars are shining
Who knows where we're going
Yeah who knows what we'll find
I want to see the world
The way I see a world with you

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Blue Bird



If the blue bird sings, will my love who left come back?
Only the empty wind blows through the window early in the dawn
I’m always blankly staring at the sky
Again today, my heart aches and hurts
The joy, memories, trust, love, sadness, tears, precious memories of being together
On rainy days like this, I remember you, my love
Day by day, my heart hurts so much at thoughts of you
Why did I get so mad at things that weren’t a big deal?
If only I understood and loved you more
The joy, memories, trust, love, sadness, tears, precious memories of being together
On rainy days like this, I remember you, my love
I’m always blankly staring at the sky
Again today, my heart aches and hurts
Let’s be together, my loving friend
Blue bird, sing for me, so my love can come back
The joy, memories, trust, love, sadness, tears, precious memories of being together
On rainy days like this, I remember you, my love

Friday, October 10, 2014

I miss you so much


What am I supposed to do?
I tried living a day without you
I’m trying to fall asleep without you
I tell myself that I can forget you
I pretended that I did and tried laughing
As if it’s nothing,

All day, I look for you as I wander
I stand still on the street we used to walk on together
My heart racing in case you come
I tell myself I can live well without you
I pretended to be calm and tried laughing
 
 But the more I try to forget you…
I miss you so much that it’s hard to bear
I sway as I look for you and wander
I’m alone on this street we walked together side by side
I wait for you as I swallow my tears
The person who loved me so much
Where did you go?

I miss you so much that it’s hard to bear
I miss you so much more today
Drunk with alcohol, drunk with the memories
As I sway, I wait for you

Quiet




I want to, I want to hold you

Empires rise, empires fall
Will you be my constant through it all?
I will hold your hand and watch the world spin madly around this life we're in
Oh yeah everything goes quiet
When it's you I'm with

Temperatures rise
Temperatures fall
Will you be my constant through it all?

There are no words, no words when
I'm with you, you, you
 Where you and I, we will try
We can try to dance into tomorrow
But time we'll have to borrow
Not a minute left to waste

Heartbeats rise, heartbeats fall
Will you be my constant through it all?

I will hold your hand
And watch the world spin madly around this life we're in
Oh yeah everything goes quiet when it's you I'm with you

Out of my hands


You went walking away, into the sun
How romantic, but I knew we were done

Was it something I said, something I did
It must be over my head, I didn't quite understand it
But now it's out of my hands, it's out of my hands

When it feels like life has gotten out of control
When it feels like there's much too much to hold
When it feels like too much to understand
No, that's out of your hands, out of your hands, out of your hands
No, that's out of your hands, out of your hands, out of your hands

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

It's strange, with you

 
I have so much fun thinking of you
But I get really lonely thinking of you
It’s a strange thing to like someone

An evening with nothing much going on

I’m walking in front of my house because the night air was good
But suddenly, I miss you
It’s so strange, love

You get lonely because you like someone

What is happening?
My heart isn’t like my heart at all
What do I do now?
All my time, all my space
Everything around me is only you, it’s strange

I miss you, it’s weird

It’s weird so I miss you
Then I get really nervous
Nothing is wrong

But I tear up at the sunlight
Then I feel better by talking to you on the phone
It’s so strange, love

You get thankful because you’re hurting

You feel proud that you’re thankful
What is happening?
That path is not that path at all
It’s strange like going on a trip without planning
So I want to go once more with you

When I’m looking at you like this

How can I explain this? I’m happy but scared at the same time

Saturday, September 27, 2014

I want to find the real kind of love that I can believe in unlike that of fairytales



“If you keep looking for me like that, I start to wait for you.”
“Do you know how many times I look out the window every day?!”

“When I dated you, I thought love was based on emotion, but after we broke up, I realized it was an issue of will. It wasn’t about how much I liked you, it was a matter of how much will I had to keep that love.”



"You told me before that love is a will right. What will, my ass. What’s important is the heart. The heart comes first then the will. Whats the use of having a strong will? Make your fists and have a strong will for the rest of your life. Be happy for a long time with your will!"


“That ending probably doesn’t exist anymore. If we wanted that ending to come true, we had to remain hand-in-hand through the hardest times. But we didn’t. We both let go.”

“There were moments that I shouldn’t have lost because they don’t come back. I’ve lost all my chances to tell her the truth.”

"They fought, argued, misunderstood were doubtful and disappointed each other but despite all that they fought hard together to remain happy and in love"

I’m not the one who let you go, and you’re not the one who left. When I was with you, I wasn’t happy. I was always anxious, tried to hide it, and wanted to be loved. We tried to be happy together, but we weren’t.

Saturday, September 20, 2014



The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

Sunday, September 14, 2014






What's a romantic to do. Maybe someday.

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you